hey. shit, don't really know how to start this. guess i'll be blunt like i am any time i write anything. ;/

i saw a guy wandering around today. as in, not a guy who lives here? i've seen him a few times, actually. all he ever does is poke his head around, write a sign telling people to come visit his place, then he dips out and comes back a few months later. if he isn't using a psuedonym, his name's axel. doesn't ring a bell to me. but i'm the guy with every memory issue under the sun so i definitely shouldn't be the judge of that.

i've never heard anyone else talk about him. kinda weird, considering how often he visits and how he doesn't seem to be trying to hide himself. he just wanders around for a bit. his movements are always kind of jerky, like he's not entirely in control of his own body. oh, fuck, i really hope he's not on vines. saying it out loud(well, on paper) that definitely sounds like a vines trait. no proof to back it up though, so i'm not gonna get ahead of myself.

honestly? entirely possible i'm just finally losing it. i konw i joke about it alot, but come on. the fact that genuinely nobody else seems to know about this guy except for me is starting to get kind of disturbing. i swear to god, i saw him while eckles was president, and he still visits. consistently. is that fucking weird or am i nuts?

maybe i could try to talk to him. just to prove myself right or wrong.